画笔

        我的生活和艺术从没有离开过笔啊，笔是我的宝贝~，虽然我的兜里包里也从没有~离开过眉笔，眉笔在脸上画的时候，实际是油画的变种，如果再涂油彩画那种重的妆的话呀，那简直就是油画，但我喜欢在画布上画。我化妆也就是描一描眉毛，其实画不画也都可以，我觉得没多大区别啊，眉毛不能说明什么问题哎，这是女人的私事，一支小黑笔在包里找来找去的，烦，头还是秃的，在脸上一描好像漂亮了，心里这么想，唉，真是安慰，可能漂亮也可能不漂亮吧，没啥。

        但我的油画笔可就多了，我喜欢买各种各样的笔，各种毛的，每一种毛质不同画出来的效果也都不同，在布上画画比在脸上画画过瘾多了去了，但是油画笔要是在脸上画画可就惨来噢，油画笔都是硬毛做的，狼毛，猪毛，还有其他的人造毛，都是硬戳戳的，能在脸上画吗。技术好的笔就不一样，既挺拔有弹性，在画的时候又有一种挺舒服的感觉耶，那种感觉真是说不出来，就是有意思。当然是说的油画。

        我画画的时候，只听得笔在画布上刷刷的走，有时候会画晕了~~，不知云里~雾里~的，我只想把我的心和心思放上去，画出来~。

        画画没法虚伪的。画笔会有假的！，差的！，不好的！，虚头八脑！，掉毛的！，不顺手的！，我每次画完画会把我的画笔洗的特别干净~，我喜欢我的笔是干净的~，洗笔是一种放松。

        舒散的心情。

        I can not live without pen. Pen is my baby, although I always put eyebrow pencil in my pocket and bag. With eyebrow pencil painting on face, actually it is a type of painting. If besmear that heavy makeup, that is oil painting. But I like painting on the canvas. My makeup just draw eyebrows, in fact drawn or not all is all right, I feel no difference. Eyebrow can't prove anything. It is female intimacies, rummaged through my bag to find that one little black pen, vexed; my face was bald, in the face a draw like beautiful, in the mind think so, is really a comfort, may pretty or not, didn't matter.

        But I have many paintbrushes. I like to buy all kinds of pens, with different wool. Each kind of wool has different painted effects, in canvas painting more enjoyable than on the face. But if on the face painting is miserably with paintbrush. Paintbrushes are made with bristle, wolf hair, and hog hair. There are other paintbrushes with man-made wool. All those are hard. Can you draw on the face? Good technical pen is different, forceful and bouncy, when drew with it you have a very good feeling, that kind of feeling can't say out, it is interesting. Of course I said about oil painting.

        When painting, I listen to the pen on the canvas scrubbing away. Sometimes I am dizzy, and I don’t know where I am. I just want to put my heart and mind in it, just drawing.

        Drawing couldn't be hypocrisy. But brushes have fakes. Poor, bad, shed hair , bad to use! Every time I wash my paintbrush. I like my brush to be clean ~, washing the brush is a kind of relax.

        Relieve myself.