画地图

        在青海的时候，我自己整理了一下我的旅行地图，把我去的地方都用红色的笔道道图了一下，红色的笔道道在地图上蔓延~~~~~~~~那些扑楞扑楞的划出来的红印子，是我这几年来的脚印，看上去有点可笑，看上去也有点可爱，没想到去过的地方还算不少，每一个我去过的地方，我都留下了深深的印记，和一些感悟，很多地方真的是很可爱，我想让这些红颜色不断的扩散，它代表了我的愿望，也代表了我的理想，慢慢的我看地图上的红印子，它其实就是一张画，抽象的也是具象的。我一直有愿望，要把它画下来，已经想了很多天了。

        小的时候在我们老家，大人们和小孩都知道画地图的意思，谁家小孩画地图了周围的孩子一定全部起来笑他，因为他昨天晚上尿炕了，或者又尿床了~所以小的时候一听说画地图大家都脸红。我妈妈说我画地图画得不错，弄得我很不好意思~其实画地图是小孩子们的专利，都画过。童年的记忆面既遥远又亲切。

        我一直在想，为什么小孩子尿床叫画地图？当我在青海涂地图颜色的时候，我的思绪回到了小时候家家门口晾在铁丝上的被子，那上面的印子，当时看来是件极不光彩的事情，现在想想，其实每个孩子都画了很多很自然的，很有渗透性的抽象画，那个场景，现在已经见不着了。那可真是一个有意思的装置啊~~~~~

        我的地图，今天又扩大了一点，在画布上，让我的思绪走了很远~~~~~~

        我又去了外面走了很远。。。。。。。这个城市很多地方已经不像这个城市了，像外地~~~~~~

In Qinghai, I straightened my travel map, went to the places with the red pen coloring, the red pen spread on the map ~ those red marks, are my footprint in few years, look like a bit ridiculous, appears a little too lovely, have never thought the places gone are many, every place I went, I left a deep mark, and some thoughts, a lot of places is really lovely, I want these red color continuous diffusion, and that it represents my wish, also represents my ideal, slowly I see red marks on map, it is actually a picture, abstract and concrete. I always have the desire, it needs painting down, already have wanted for many days.
In my childhood our hometown, adults and children all know map mean, whose child map around a child certain all up laughing at him, because he wetted his bed yesterday evening, so when hearing map everybody will blush. My mom says I drawing map well, I make very embarrassed ~ actually map is the children's patent, all mapped. The memory of childhood is distant and friendly.
I've been thinking, why the child bedwetting is called map? When I was colored map in Qinghai, my mind back to childhood quilt hanging on iron wire at the door, the prints above the quilt, in that time was a extremely disgraceful affair, now consider, in fact every child painted many very natural, and the permeability of abstract art, the scene, now it has not seen. That's an interesting device.
My map, today expanded a little, on canvas, let my mind went a long way.
I went to the outside far away... This city has many places not like this city, like outside.