冬藏

        南京的天冷得脚指头没有感觉，小时候就知道到冬天小动物们就都藏起来了，粮食啊，小草阿，连树都要藏起来，小蛇到冬天像要被冻死的样子，所以，蛇最可怜，我不是属蛇的，但到冬天，也觉得不好过。从小我在山东长大，梦里梦外雪花飘，就是没觉得冷，没想到南方冷成这样，屋里屋外一个样的涩冷，屋里比屋外冷，被窝比屋里冷，冷到骨头里~~~~~~

        昨天是冬至，洗了礼，教堂的歌声从我心中穿过，我看到很多人的灵魂在天上飞，外面的世界很远很远，而这里的气场里尽是纯净的东西，好干净，我看到我的灵魂被清洗，被抚慰~~~~~，后来下雪了，是我心里这么想的，后来，果然就下了，真漂亮的雪花慢慢的飞下来，一直把我们带到汤山温泉，天上雪落，水中热气吱声，好大的雾，好大的风，好大的温差，躺在水里，雪花迫不及待的往脸上扑，天上的大风和汤池热气交织着飞散，才明白水里也可以藏身，是温暖的，把寒冷统统推出体外，原来藏起来很好，我想藏起来~~~~~冬眠

        昨晚，星星月亮都藏起来了，唯独雪花没藏，这几年，我有的一些委屈，痛苦，毒素，不满，通过里里外外的洗礼都不见了，心灵纯净是真干净，这真好~~~~~

        有一种歌声不是用嘴唱出来的，同时需要用心去静静听~~~~~

        冬眠不是消失~~~~~~~~ ......冬眠不是睡懒觉~~~~~~~~......冬眠是想要有

                                                                   
        依 靠......

Nanjing it is cold to toes without feeling, childhood knew in winter small animals were hid themselves, grain, tiny grass, even trees all need to hide, little snake like froze to death in winter, so, the snake is most wretchedness, I am not snake person, but in the winter, also feel difficult. Since I grew up in Shandong province, in and out the dream snowflakes drifting, I did not feel cold, have never thought the south so cold; inside and outside become the same acerbity cold, inside is colder than outside, bed colder than the house, cold to the bones.
Yesterday was the winter solstice, wash the ritual, church song through my heart, I saw many soul fly in the sky, the outside world far away, and here the atmosphere is filled with purity of things, and very clean, I saw my soul is clean, is soothing, afterwards snow, is in my mind think so, and later, so it came down, beautiful snowflakes slowly flew down and has brought us to the Yuyama hot springs, snow falls, the water into steam, so big of fog, a gust of wind, so big temperature difference, lie in the water, snowflake is eager to my face, the wind and heat in the hot pool were woven, just understand water also can hide, is warm, the cold is pulled off, hiding is very good, I want to hide
Hibernation
Last night, stars and moon hid themselves, only the snowflake didn't hide, these years, I have a few grievance, pain, toxin, discontent, through the baptism they have disappeared, pure is really clean, it is so good.
A kind of song is not sing out by mouth, but also need to listen quiet by heart.
Hibernation is not disappearing... Hibernation is not lie-ins... Hibernation is wanted to have
Dependence