今天

        今天天雨夹雪，小小雨夹雪，隐隐的冷，头发湿的，一点点水和气在飘。每年一月都会有很多小小的想法，都不大，女人能有什么想法呢，这年头女人又都那么弱弱的~~……。好像什么都不能想，想多了，就要被人笑话~~，真是笑话!~~~……

        今天是09年1月6号，从数字上看没有不同的地方，最多会有人说1月6日不错啊!怎么不错啊，可以查一下，也许这一天合适出远门，这一天合适进香，这一天适合结婚，这一天适合请客，应该双数都不错的啊。所以，同学会来看我，朋友会来帮我，亲人会祝福我。我自己只是回头看了看过去，过去是什么呀，是时间，是经历，还是感慨，每一天，我都是实实在在的过过来的，痛苦了，掉一点眼泪分散一下痛苦，我的眼泪不能流的太多，太多了，眼疼，眼干，。所以，也不允许我哭太久，还好！我哭完了，很快就会笑了。一是不痛苦了，我就可以笑了啊~，再是我也会笑自己，哭啥~，哭得越多越没用，听说过女人有把眼睛哭瞎的，有什麽用，不是更痛苦，吗?.....

        今天我把过去自己洗的一些照片拿出来看，都是一些在旅途的照片，那些风景又都浮到我的眼前。这几年，为了感悟生活，我更多的是和画家朋友一起去各地写生，是自由的，愉快的，方式也是艺术的。所以没什么遗憾，所以很高兴，收获也很多。生活给了我很多启发，我只能不停的画，看到我的画多了，被人喜欢的画多了，被人收藏的画多了，我自然很开心。虽然，当真的画被人拿走了我的心里还是有些感觉，毕竟那画是自己的儿女。所以，我会选好的藏家，真正喜欢艺术，喜欢我画的藏家，那些画他们会好好珍爱的。我又会放心的让它们去，画是要给更多人去欣赏的~~……

        今天我会再去洗礼，算是告别吧，时间给了我们一切的可能，而我们可能要告别的也就是时间，一段往事~~,一些记忆~~,仅此而已~~……

        今天是开始~~……

Today it is snow with rain, small sleet, faint cold, hair wet, a little water and gas in floating. In January I have so many small ideas, all is not big, what idea can a woman have? And those years woman all are so weak... Like what all can't think, think much, will be laughed at, that is a good joke!
Today is the 2009January 6, from the digit no different places, mostly someone said on January 6 is pretty good! How good, can look up, perhaps this day right out of town, this day suitable for marriage, this day pilgrimages, this day for marrying, this day for inviting guests to dinner,  should even numbers are good. So, classmates will come to see me, friends will help me, family members will bless me. I just looked back the past, past is what, is time, is the experience, or regrets, every day, I truly have come over, when pain, tears off scattered a bit, my tears can't flow too many, too many, eyes will ache, and dry. So, also don't allow me to cry too long, ok! I cry out, will soon smell. Not pain, I can smell, and I will laugh at myself, cry for what ~ more is more useless. I've heard a woman cried to blind, is it useful, only more pain?
Today I took out to see some photos developed by myself, all some photos of journey, those sceneries appeared in my eyes. In recent years, in order to comprehend life, I go around the sketch more with painting friends, is free, pleasant, mode is artistic. So no regret, therefore very pleased, harvest are also many. Life gives me a lot of inspiration, I can only keep painting, I see my pictures are many, more people like my paintings, being collection of paintings are many, I naturally very happy. Although, when painting was took away, my heart still in some sense, after all, those paintings are my children. So, I would choose good collectors, really enjoying art, and my works, they will cherish those paintings. And I will feel relieve to let them go, painting is to give more people to appreciate.
Today I'll go to the baptism, as farewell, time gives us any possibilities, but we may have to say goodbye to the time, that is, the past, some memory, that's all…
Today is the beginning.