上楼

        路盘绕在楼上~~~，点是可见的，30楼的家，黑黑的阶，高不可攀的是心不是阶。

        酒，气，汗伴着肠在上楼的阶，4楼的胃在等袋。8楼的人在等情~~~

        远看见山朦胧，楼迷蒙~~~，近的树清，阶清。上楼是爬高还是去远，其实我每次爬山都是跑跑跳跳上去的。空气清新~~，满头汗，但心情会随着山高路长变化，第一层平缓，心也平缓，回望时的心态也平缓。我会站在那拼命的吸气~~，体会为什么要爬高上低。爬山是自找的。没有人请你去，山也没请你去，树也没请你去，是你自己要去得。第二层，从海拔上讲，已经上去不少米了，肯定不是顶，如果快跑，就有点喘不过气来了~~~，山对你的考验来了，小细腿还行，有劲，心肺却显得累了，大口的呼进吐出，再回望山，就开始有点意思了，也有点晕。其实这时看山是看不清楚的，看到的只有自己的心，跳进跳出~~~，她的曲线应该就是山水图景~~~~。山的起伏和波谷。怎么办呢，我会选择坚持，因为我看到很多人已经坐下和退下，当然还有更多的人在我的前面，其实那是信心。所以我会爬到山顶，什么都看到了~。

        昨天“感悟生活”展在江苏省美术馆展出，这是第三次的展览，从第一届到第二届到第三届，现在看来我都画山了，不是山水的山，是我心里能触摸到的山，我画它们的时候，心里的感受很多，不比爬山带来的感悟少。三年了，为了展览，为了这些作品我们走过很多的地方，很多的山，很多的楼，很多的坡，很多的河。我的心一次比一次踏实，展览是心情的逸出，其实每个人都被感动了。三年来的感悟生活只是一个开始，才刚刚开始应该说，生活的路很长，生活的路就是爬高上低，生活的路就是一辈子。

        昨天电梯停电，我用了三次力气爬到了30楼，爬楼的时候我在想，这是在爬山么，还是在较劲~~,看来今晚纯属折腾，我后来才发现，怕楼和爬山的区别，一个是转小圈圈，一个是绕大圈圈，。绕大圈圈是心甘情愿，转小圈圈纯属迫不得已，晕死了，看来不是为了回家，没人愿意绕小圈圈~~~。所以没有人愿意绕圈子回家，都喜欢直接回家，直上直下就到家啦。

        我就在想，人为什么要住这么高呢？其实我想了好久，我想请朋友们帮我回答这个问题。回答问题好的，可得一个小礼品诱~~~~~

Road coiling upstairs, point is visible, 30th floor of the home, dark steps, what can't climb is the heart not steps.
Wine, gas, sweat with bowel in upstairs steps, 4th floor of the stomach in waiting. The eighth floor person is waiting love.
A far off the mountain is hazy, floor gloom, near tree is clear, steps clear. Upstairs is climbing or going far, in fact every mountain climbing I always run and jump up. Air is fresh, all body with sweat, but the mood will change as mountain high and roads long, the first layer gently, the heart also gently, getting back the mentality gentle too. I'll desperately standing there, realize why want to climb up and down. Mountain climbing is self-inflicted. No one invited you, mountain didn't also invite you, tree didn't also invite you, yourself to go. The Second layer, from the altitude of speaking, already up many meters, affirmation not top, if run, just a bit was winded, mountain for your test come, small thin legs are ok, powerful, cardiopulmonary have been tired, big of breathe in and spit, then look mountain, starts to get a little meaning, also feel dizzy. Actually, then the mountain is not able to see clearly, only their heart, jump in and out, her curve should be landscape picture. Mount ups and downs and troughs. How to do, I would choose to insist, because I saw many people already sit and retired, and, of course, more people in front of me, but actually it is confidence. So I climbed to the top of the mountain, can see all.
Yesterday "Comprehend life" exhibition in Jiangsu province art museum, this is the third of exhibition, the first to the second to the third session, but now I seems to all painting mountain, not scenery of the mountain, it is my heart can touch mountain, I draw them, feel a lot, is not less than mountain climbing. For three years, in order to exhibit and these works, we went to a lot of places, many mountains, many buildings, many slopes, many of rivers. My heart steadfast each time, the exhibition is the mood to escape, actually everybody is touched. Three years in the comprehension of life is just a beginning, just begin should say, the path of life is very long, the path of life is climbing up and down, the path of life is a lifetime.
Yesterday, the elevator powered out, I used three times strength to 30th floor, when climbing up I think that this is in mountain climbing, or in wrestling, tonight is messing, I later discovered, distinction of climbing floor and climbing mountain, one is small circle, one is big circle,. Around the big circle is willingly, small circle is forced to turn, dizzy, no for going home, nobody willing to around the small circle. So nobody is willing to circle home, all like directly home, straight up and down just got home!
I think why people will live so high? Actually I have thought for a long time, I want to ask friends to help me to answer this question. Who answer well the question, can get a small gift.